Sunday, March 26, 2006
yst thon vanese house den go jacinta house meet heidi at tm interchange
yst supposed to talk budden i first one fall asleep
hais..vanese got no prob las
worse come to worse family lohs
but she sad tat she cannot see derrick more
true ahs when i stead wif him i felt tis way smtimes too..
den go jacinta house fuckin nice sia
before tat took a cab smbod snatch my cab
den i was drenched..
den later go her house build build nice nice =]]]]]]
den later i was like slacking lahs
coz it was like no mood
den i talked to my probs to all of them
i noe a secret tat i tot i wld neva do it has been let out
16 pple noe
den on friday thon east coast
tis time was like prob day
pple kana whack by makin use of sm dumb matters
den later family day jialin come my house
den we go sku..damn tired
went ang moh kia house sleep
den missed my duty coz no one called me
damn pissed when went back to sku
den need to settle some stuff wif pple
well at the end of family day
my mood was ruined
hais!!!!!
i couldn't cry lahs
oni could ****** wif jialin
vanese was sms so like ya lohs
den later went down parkway
not i dao i didnt see her
im not angry coz both of them in love which in oda lahs..
smtink else infact im just dissapointed..
im not ignoring her she is like ignoring me ?
forget it i dun even noe why i trust..
acceptance tat word isn't getting back into my brains
my first time and i failed =[
i dun wanna try anymore
i really do like him
if your my sista and you like him i rather u tel me
den lying to everybod else tat u dun
im suffering-
ACCEPTANCE 7:16 PM
